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| It's been weeks I didn't update my xanga.
Too busy till didn't have the time to relax my own mind.
I can still see my Fudan friends on facebook reminiscing their lives back in Shanghai although that has already happened more than a year ago.
Things come and go. People come and go too.
It's like one day they meant so much to you, but the next day its more like "Hi" and "Bye" friends.
At the moment, I'm very busy with my work. Definitely there are people who I could get along with whereas some could just spoil my mood. I felt like punching that person right in her/his face.
I'm having a few close friends there who are so-far-so-good to me at the moment, which is a pretty good thing to me la. 
I really hate to have the feeling of missing someone. It makes me wait for her call or messages every now and again although she has not called me for a very long time already. Probably she has totally forgotten me and carried on with her own life.
I cannot wait to get the hell out of here. Always praying hard and keeping my fingers crossed that my life wouldn't be this miserable.
If given a chance, I don't mind being younger again.
Or being errmm. ..........
Whatever.
= haih.... 
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Someone said something very unpleasant to me the other day.
Since I've been building up a lot at home and he's a lot smaller than me , I felt like kicking his ass.
But I slowly breathed in and breathed out.
Inhaled and exhaled.
Calmed down ...
Relaxed ....
That person said it to me unintentionally only.
I've been very stressed lately.
I can't wait to retire in 40 years from now.
I'm still young.
Regretted for not doing the things that I've always wanted to do since young.
I felt that I could have always done things better.
As I grew older, I started having more regrets.
But not worth it looking back anymore.
I shouldn't be holding onto my past.
I just want to go to a beach and admire the beautiful view.
Is that too much to ask ?
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I have a friend who just got back from somewhere else. That day when we were both out, his friend called him and they were chatting for about 15 minutes long.
It annoyed me so much not because he was on the phone for a very long time, but I was wondering "what's with that accent ?"
I mean, he was studying in an European country for less than 5 months only ... and he could just pick up that accent , slang or whatever that was in such a short space of time.
Compared to my other friends who have been working at hospitals, engineering firms, banks, accounting firms and restaurants in the UK for more than 6 years but they have never had that accent even when communicating with non-Malaysian.
Huge difference right ?
Maybe he needed to have that cockney accent so that his non-Malaysian friend would understand him much better.
Maybe he was trying to prove me something at that point of time.
Maybe he didn't want people to recognize him as Malaysian anymore.
Maybe he wanted me to feel inferior.
I don't know la.
Perhaps, if I were a stranger, I can never figure out where he comes from just by listening to his weird slangs.
But seriously.....
= What's with that accent la ? 
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I managed to join them about an hour later coz I was 
